run, baby, run.

To my dead love.

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 13:13:59 GMT

Every year without fail i'd say, i do not like Christmas.
Not when you're not here with me

You never will be.

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 14:14:05 GMT

hehehe baby, mommmmy misses you so muchhhh

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 16:30:57 GMT

i like spore because home is where my trusty pals are
other than that, i think i really do prefer melbourne.

i cant do this, everytime i wanna go out i need to ask for money and get barely enough to use.
i am not a kid anymore
and money issue = argue with parents = annoying = stay home and brainstorm of things to do to save money

really shld have saved some money in melb! damnnnnnn
hardcore looking for a job now. SOMEBODY HIRE ME

AND I MISS MY BABY JUNO.

7.11.09

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 04:48:37 GMT

Today, the elder sister whom i grew up with, played at the void deck with, read ghost story books with and shared the bed with when we were kids, is walking down the church's aisle to start the new chapter of her life. Although i would not be present to witness it, on this special day, i hope that you know despite all the fights we used to have, and stopped having because we stopped talking all together, i am proud of you. You have been a respectable sister and a good childhood friend. You are great at what you do and in various areas, i ought to learn from you. So all im trying to say is that i wish you all the best in the next chapter of your life and congratulations!!

xx

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 14:40:24 GMT

still so active after desexing surgeryy,
im a tired exhausted mommy nowww
okay finally have time to eat my cupcake!

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 17:24:46 GMT

Joachim Froese.

Don't look to the approval of others for your mental stability.

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 00:35:51 GMT

Another photog proj.

ps: thank you Val Yeesen Liz Shiyan YingLin

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 16:58:21 GMT

they say pictures are like time capsules
i think music is the time capsule for me.

it brings back memories
these memories, they can never be erased once that moment is captured by a particular song.
it follows me through my life and will never be forgotten

did i mention i hate changes?
i do.
its like a liquid life, we are in
nothing is ever fixed or left unaltered.

today you could be rich tomorrow you could be out on the streets
today you could be happy tomorrow you could be at the edge of the world hoping for gravity to take you with him
today is not tomorrow, neither is tomorrow the day after

i wish i could capture each and every moment and put them in my pocket,
once in a while i'll take them out and jump back into that moment.

maybe that way, we all could be slightly happier

x

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 10:43:41 GMT

technologyyyyyy

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 19:45:43 GMT

timecheck: 643AM

activity: stoning/ staring at Leighton Meester's face on the cover page of girlfriend mag blue stacked on my wall.

thoughts: she's so pretty.

things that i shld be doing: sleeping/ doing my essay.

conclusion: cant wait for hols to start.

x.

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 14:29:59 GMT

i h8 how juno reminds me of you,
(what a strange parallel bt you always acted like a cat)
i h8 to be kept in suspense
i h8 to the know the truth about myself
all three are not co-related. three separate issues.

i h8 issues.

aha.

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 20:14:09 GMT

long ago, i said to val, you gotta tell me whn im putting on too much weight okay? promise

so a few hrs back, i was sitting arnd in her room
and she decided to tell me its time..to lose some weight.
i was so sadddddd for a while

and thn i said to her,
okay, its time.. to call ex girlfriend.

cos ex girlfriend = nasty.
therefore i might just stop eating so much cos her nastiness is powerful x 10000, can cause depression!
hahahha okay sorry i just thought it was qt funny.

woolworths

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 19:19:08 GMT

this song is getting me through the night.

school is such a whore, an attention seeking whore.
supposed to be fast&furiously typing in msword but im sitting here
wondering why woolworths's called woolworths.(its aussie ntuc/cold storage)

meyers is having saleee and i'll have to wait till im done with assignments
shopping deprived = shop on ebay = anyhow spend money

better get back to my essay on men and masculinity..

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 19:18:45 GMT

It’s quite a sight. Like a star exploding. From the inside.

x

(i like how you surprise me)

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 22:25:31 GMT

call my name and i'll be there.

365

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 21:30:47 GMT

so vivid,
its inked in my flesh and bone.

i said save me and i watched you go
watched you weep over me weeping over you
you got up and said goodbye, ive got to go.
i said no
you said let me go

i said no
you said fucking let me go

so i looked at you and watched you go,
to a brand new place with a brand new soul

that day a part of me took off,
a part of me that turned so soft
till this day it dissolves.

so,the game remained the game,
the players will never be the same
for i will always be the eye
the eye before it all went dry.

(if it makes sense, 730am.)
goodmorning folks

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 11:56:56 GMT

it came upon a midnight clear.

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 21:21:52 GMT

one of those nights again.

and my body clock is so screwed im going to school without any sleep,
what have i been doing all night?
trying to transfer my phone contacts to my bb
and rewatching grey's

time to shower and go for breakfast,
good day all.

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 02:14:30 GMT

11 in the morning, the cat broke my glass,flicked water in my face & wnt to poooop!!!
6 hours of sleep is not enough, i neeed to falll asleeeeep.

listening to amazing grace, my chains are gone
misss grand dad

x

Lindt.

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 15:38:55 GMT

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 18:36:20 GMT

i really like my nikon 50mm f/1.8 lens!
thank you mr wong for buying me a dslr, like really really.

suddenly so nice to me, it scares me.
you see, my dad doesnt have the habit of buying me anything i like.
in fact, he doesnt at all. hahaa. but okay, thanks dad!!
its a good start!

and of course, the camera was bought in the name of sch work,
will attempt to do well in the unit!

and now, how am i gonna tell him i think i need to pay my long overdue optus bill that has snowballed to $500?
maybe i shouldnt.

and blackberrrrrrrry! shld i or shld i not.

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 18:49:31 GMT

thanks to robyn's speakers donation
ive turned my bed into not just a bed on the floor
but a bed with a plug in sound system,
imagine you lie in bed and theres music coming from both sides.

:)

im spending so much time in bed now,
including doing my readings and refuse to get out of the house
even if its max b's waffles. (okay actually maybe not this)

and juno is enjoying it too.

goodnight,

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 21:23:39 GMT

just paid my credit card bills,
i am officially broke!

as of this afternoon, ive.. $1.
hahahaha no money to take train to uni, how?

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 14:15:09 GMT

thank you all who were there.
and thank you 3 pals for helping me get the flowers and wnt all the way to st teresa church.
not fogetting kitty for helping me get the obituary on straitstimes.

x.

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 15:42:05 GMT

thank you for being the best part of my childhood,
thank you for making me realise theres someone in this world who'd love me unconditionally.

you'll always be the most important person to me

love,
your favourite granddaughter